(IN)Sanity!?

Empty feeling
Everything feels numb
2017 was the year of losing
Losing losing losing
And now that we're at the end
My sanity is next

Tried to win
But i was meant to lose
Ive been resting for weeks now
And it feels like its the only thing i can do

I want to get better
But lack the energy to get up
I'm starting to get the people
Those who ended it all op