How long is my way

How long is my way
how long do i have to stay
without the love of my life
how long shall i servive
this cold lonely nights
the strucle and the fights
i have to face every day
i am 46 years on my way
what do i have completed
nothing i have keeped
no love no job and no frends
i wil crumble till the end
the angels will bring me some peace
at night when i down on my knees
that's the moment i like the most
when i lie in my bed it goes
about nothing that matters
the hole night i have sunny weather
how long is my way
how long do i have to stay