even te veel

twisting around
my head can't be still

thinking about,
all our skill

so much is misunderstood
everything is going wrong.
please tell me,
what the hell is going on.

every time it's different,
i don't know what to believe
so much at all in once
i feel so insecur.

what is the good thing?
what will make everything okay?
i will help,
but is that the best?