As hard as I try

some things circulating in my head
as hard as I try
but not everything can I forget

I know I should go on with life
many say that also to me
but do they really realize

that when I am home
I constantly check
if I have a message
in my mail box or on my phone

and at night when it's time to count sheep
sometimes I try not to fall asleep
because dreams let me feel and see
that she is much more than a memory

I have to learn to find a way
to empty my head
but in my heart she will always stay

10-11-2011
Anonymous