Confessing my crime

I love you so much
And I regret
If I just could forgive myself
And let you forget

You lighted my world
And showed me how
So I stabbed you in the back
And let you down

I stood in the dark
And feared the light
'Cause it kept me
From covering up my crime

And every time I closed my eyes
I craved, from the dark, for that light

And dying is my way to find
If I could get some peace of mind

Tears of blood
Stream down my face
Killing the pain
And 'I'm sorry'
Will be my last phrase