Post-past

For 4 years my life had been a hell,
Without me even noticing it.
For 4 years I endured all,
And told myself that it was all normal.

But now a new time has come.
I defy those who say they know life.
I envy those who can give a true smile.
But at the end, I endured all.

In the future I see a bright shining light.
Not one, that can be extinguished by a storm.
Not one, that lights only a small candle.
Not one, that doesn't change everything.

We don't speak about winning or losing,
But some words are better of not said at all.
Let's keep my story out of my life.

I do not want my past revealed.