Autism Melt down

day by day
they ask me how I feel
I feel like I wanna crawl out my skin
the whole day, every day
because I feel terrible
I feel just pain
pain that no one understands
at least that’s what I think...

are you feeling
even a small part of it
please just tell me
and try to explain
I don’t need much
a little love en attachment
a shoulder to cry on

I walk in the dark
alone
and try to forget everything
wish it was that simple
I wish I was better
telling people how I really feel
but there’s a difference in words
wish I could take
the next step
and just...move on