The regret..

What have i done..
My love
My soul..
My life..
My future ..
it's gone..

Why haven't i noticed..
the mistakes..
the faults..
the wrongs..
the tears..
You cherished closest

The pain
The suffering
The hurt
The regrets..
i have caused you..

Now at the present..
I know why..
I wasn't myself..
I changed..
So much that i could cry..

But now..
I lost you..
I lost your love..
and i lost us...
Because of my fakes..

I'd give up myself..
To undo all the mistakes..
and be with you..
Cause my heart terribly aches..

I still have these dares
These tries
To do everything i can
no more lies..
But i ain't wise..

This only drives you farther away..
Your gorgeous blue eyes..
Your soft and tender lips..
Your embrace..
It has all.. been driven away with each single day..

If you do not wanna stay..
Okay..
I will be willing to go trough the pain and suffering..
To make you happy every way,, every day..

I cannot make you love me if you do not desire to.
This is your choice..
Not my rejoice..

I could only always keep imagining..
And hoping for us to be together one day..
Cause after all what i have done..
This is the price i have to pay..

You will always be in my heart..
My lady..
My princess.. and my queen..
Forgive me..

There won't be a single day without you on my mind..
For after all..
I would always want you back..
How can i not?
Without you i am a wreck..

My heart belongs to you.. and i will be myself again..
That is all i have left to say..

You are my last and only love.
I have made you go away..
I will not ever forgive myself
To have made you sway away..

I love you..