Feelings.

Nobody knows what I’ve been through.
Nobody knows my secrets.
Nobody knows my darkness.
Nobody knows me.

No one heard me screaming.
No one saw me.
No one felt the pain.
No one cared at that time.

Now I feel alone.
Now I feel left out.
Now I feel like I have to give up.
Now I feel like I am fading away again.

I don’t want them to know.
I don’t want to feel completely numb again.
I don’t want to lose her.
I don’t want to stand alone.

I need to go on.
I need to work harder.
I need to fake again.
I need everything, just to feel alive.