So tired

After I came back home from the hospital
Everything was getting better
I was busy to try hard everywhere
In school, at work, at my internship
Trying to see my friends more often

I made more friends
Have good grades at school
Working less, but enjoying it
Getting better at my internship
But it was slowly killing me

The emptiness came back
I was so tired
Tired of being so busy
And tired of hiding my emotions
For others, but also myself

And now? Now I'm fucked up
Trying to get more energy
Finding a way to get control of my emotions
Sleeping a lot, crying like a baby
I'm so, so tired.