You are that in a million

This is for you and for me,
The reasons of both our pain.

It started off with a smile,
In a couple of days i called you mine.
Lying in the grass, watching the sky,
Looking at the stars, you and I.

I kissed you smoothly on the cheeck,
Then u said; watch out you geek.
I looked at u and what I did,
Was kissing you right on the lips.
Our first kiss under the moon,
I went to home & called you at noon.

I heard your voice, and I was scared,
But i had a line prepared.
Said; can I take u on a date,
And i promise you, I won't be late.

After that I called again,
But u just didn't answer.....
I started crying, I felt the pain,
U left me there, alone in the rain.

U also cried, because u wanted to,
You loved me, but no one knew.
You had a disease,
And you didn't want me to see.
Because in a while, u won't be here,
You'll be watching me.

Still lying here in the grass,
Counting just one more star.