Keep on fighting

Keep on fighting


Just because you are strong enough to handle the pain
Doesn’t give them the right to bring you down
They keep on beating and kicking when you’re already on the ground
The scars and fear are the only things that will remain
Day in day out you feel like you are stuck to the same chain

You see time slipping by but no change is being made
The worst thing of being teared apart inside
Is that it doesn’t matter how hard you try
You can’t seem to figure out what makes you happy anymore
Behind those walls there are stories and memories you can’t ignore

You don’t remember how it feels not to be broken
With everyone thinking you are getting better over the years
For you everything is wrong but they can’t see your tears
You just get better at hiding your pain from the world outside
No person and no help that can change your mind

Being in the middle of one the most intense mental breakdowns ever
There is no one there for you holding your hand
You are standing in the line of fire, completely outmanned
You have never dealt with anything more intense
Fighting back your way to freedom is your only chance

Afraid to tell people how you really feel, scared to get defined
As a person who can’t freely live their own life
Being betrayed and beat down by others to rife
Now the reflection you see in the mirror is nothing more
Than a person you used to know all these years before

There will always be days that the pain and flashbacks,
Will keep knocking the air out of you with big impacts