different but still the same

Even though today was different, my mind says it's the same.
Continuing after asking you to stop,
seems you too play this sick and twisted game.
Every time the same scene plays itself in my head,
it get's accompanied by the feeling on my skin.
You took my innocence away ,
and because of you my demons might win.
You have scarred my mind and broken my heart.
Now today another came to finish tearing me apart.
Today was different,
my mind says it's the same.
He too didn't stop,
and in the and I'll be the one to blame.