Don't love me

I never felt like this.
So happy and full of life
so broken and hollow
at the same time.

You did this, you know!!
why do you love me..why?
I hate you! I really do!!
you broke my heart.

Or maybe I did. but still
you made me fall in love
now i cant live without you..
why are you doing this?

its breaking me! it is!
Your so far away.
I don`t want this
just wake me up.. it hurts to much

i dont want to be happy...
leave me alone..dont speak
dont say that you love me...
let this be the end...PLEASE!!