Alone

Alone
A thousand questions in my head
Every night is infinitely beyond
What I find I do not
What I am and who I be?

The shadows are always with me
They whisper doubt deep in my heart
What do I
Why and what for?

I fear
On this road I go
I myself no longer understand
What I really want, what is my soul

When is finally on my sun?
When I find the answer, I trust?
What gives me strength?
Namely, what makes me happy

I walk further into the darkness
But nobody can get me out ...