mijn lot is aan god

want to go,
Away from the existence,

I can not take it anymore,
I keep on thinking,

I want to leave this place,
No one will understand me,

I dare not take steps,
For those steps where to go,

I need to talk I know,
But my thoughts go too fast,

Only those bad feelings,
And tears keep coming,

Who will understand me,
Go ahead,

I do not remember,
I hope my search,

I feel weak and want to give up everything,
Will I ever opsterken,

That is a question for God,
For who decides my fate.