like chess

far away you are in front behind
avoid my mind
let go

Eighty heavy miles were hurting me just to achieve, but I didn't feel the pain already crushed by your relief. I hunger more to you than nine full hours of emptiness.

I'd rather starve than let you go.

Just gonna kick a ball with those guys that I don't know. I like the way you act, but I hate the way you go.

I'm blind now you're out of sight,
you've killed me inside!
Would you show yourself to the devil,
the cruel seducer in hell?

You left me without goodbye again, for the second time.
I wish I'd followed you around.

No, I can't go in that hiding thing, a playing castle and you're the king, making a fool of yourself as a tactical victory move.

I like to play chess with those gogo's once again.

I probably suppressed some knowledge here in my head. Did you leave without goodbye?

I know I've been thinking about you this day, but that's not unusual to me. When all other thoughts are gone, you keep stuck in my head.

I moved on to day four unsatisfied. There happened a lot, you left me sometimes.

Dirty holes are just plain and stupid, but when you're alone you get scared to hell.

The end is in sight, I heard you say. I heard you say it literally. You're gonna leave me on purpose, I know. I didn't waste any sigh of life no more.

you left me without goodbye
forever now away
but still the black room in my heart
comparing doesn't make sense
if you have no choice