I want to make it up

I gone through the fires of hell
I gone through the darkness of death
You do not listen to what I tell
You do not hear what I say

I don’t want to fail you
I don’t want you to fail me either
Please, love me as I do you
And help me through the endless night

I truly want to see the light of day
I want the clouds to disappear
To see the sun behind them
But there are so much

So much clouds
So much sorrow
So much agony
So much anger

And all of them are in your voice
They drill me in the heart
It is killing me
Please tell me how to make it up with you
please...