When

When I`m standing in the light, I`m dead
It`s the only way for me to shout
that I`m normal, appriciated, and to time out
the thoughts in my head

When I`m standing in the light, I`m hated
it`s the only way for me to show
that I surely know
You`re planning to get me elliminated

When I`m standing in the light, I`m afraid
it`s the only way for me to pray
that I`m gonna be, one day
just not like a holy saint

when I`m standing in the light, I`m quiet
it`s the only way for me to say
I`m defenitly not ok
and I`ve , in myself, constantly cried

When I`m standing in the light, I`m a bell
it`s the only way for me to ring
and say I`m a human, not a thing
live my live, do, it`s a hell

When I`m standing in the light, I`m dead
it`s the only way for me to shout
that I`m normal, appricated, and to time out
the thoughts in my head'

And finally start to live...