Mind and heart

Why i'm always in conflict between my mind and my heart.
The seperated lifes of my feelings are tearing me apart.
Like a grown person i want to care, to love, to share...
But my mind is way to awared. in fact i' m a little scared.

Longing for love. like i need it to live,
keeping my distance, maybe not able to give...

I want to tell you that i like you, but i'm affraid.
What i want to tell you, could be too much to say.
I'm not easy in showing my heart..
because my mind and my heart are tearing me apart.