Getting bad again

Its so fucking weird how fast we change,
like one day we're hanging out on school,
next day we dont say hi cause thats so cool
I swear everything is so strange

I started smoking to get over my stress
and I know its a bad thing to do
but I am still really sad and I know he's too
I am just still a big mess

I also quited seeing my therapist by saying I am better
I said the same at school, and the believed me
I thought I would be free
but the truth is I only got sadder


I never thought things would get this complicated..

I miss my friends a lot.
so if one of u guys read this:

I LOVE YOU
and I'll be back at school next year