Inadequate

innocent looking you proved me otherwise
like a wolf in sheepskin you pretended
nothing was wrong
I am the one who has to live with
the consequences of your actions
which I don't think you understand
years have gone past and here I am
writing it all down on a piece of paper
hoping this feeling will go away
as I was unable to protect myself
you took advantage and stole
what was rightfully mine
left broken I became someone else
I didn't care anymore
I didn't love anymore
I didn't trust anymore
all I could feel was emptiness
as if my heart turned into a black hole
making it feel like I couldn't breath
time has now gone by and yet
I sometimes wish I didn't exist