Too locked up

And when we kissed,
We kissed so fine.
But it wasn’t right love,
Our love was too define.
I felt too locked up,
Those feelings didn’t stop.
Lived a while, tried to suppress,
But hey, my life’s still a mess.
We’ve tried to reach it,
Sometimes we almost grabbed.
Even though the times of shit,
It’s one of the best things ever happened.