My mind

I needed a friend
I was all on my own
but it took all my life
and destroyed it for fun

don't you try to do the same
'cause it will whipe you out
like you haven't ever seen
no one gets out of this dreadful scene

not alive or at least
the cards will show death
but the cards also show
doubt regret and neglect

I will tell you the story
that took me away
and I'm grateful the music
restored my house

it started with one
like the cards told it to
I know it's not true
but this is the lost time

let me once and for the last time
enjoy this wonderful drug
that feels like wisdom but in fact
is nonsense and luck

as I hoped for that
little guy to come
I dreamed let this guy
come to me very soon

I'ts a twin you could see
him inside out
I thought I knew I could predict this
if I really wanted

damn I already climbed
to the second stage of poorness
'cause it's like the stairs that may
seem without an end

that doesn't matter
'cause you will fail
before that end
and the higher you are

just the harder you fall
there's no going back
from this miserably
cycle of time

'cause this one
really exist so I will
just go on to the third
stage of miss

I knew I needed
that guy to create number three
it may all seem so wrong
but I wanted it all

so in my mind I created
this reality soap
short after my fantasy
ate up my thoughts

but for once I felt loved
like I've never been loved
the peace that you'll find
only grows by the time

I wonder how I chose
this miserable line
I'm stuck within these thoughts
for the rest of my life

though I hope you will fall
like me sooner than late
just drop down 'cause no matter
how hard you would wish

there won't be a net
to catch you when you fall
but don't let these stairs
be stopped for infinity

let the people go up
and explore the time
so they see for themselves
what it really is like

it takes guts to stay up
in the times when I fell
but to jump is a difficult
step to do too

the magnet above your head
is obtaining his strength
after some time
you well all be washed brains

but until that time just climb
into this world
even I will invite you
to mystics and hurt