Eternal pain

Eternal pain
Like someone keeps stabbing me
Please let it go away
Save me from this hell
Guide me to a saver place
Because with this shit...
I simply can not stay

It's not time to cry
Still tears drop from my eyes
Praying to god...
PLEASE let me die
Want to get out of this place
Back to before
Or further
Bring me to the future
To a time I don't feel this anymore

But if I'd die today
I know I'm in your heart
Never to go away