Love and Aversion

Why won't you listen to what I have to say
Ourr lives seems normal from day to day but you should know it's not okay
That what you do causes this destruction on my the inside
When I said I don't care anymore I lied, feels like I'm Jekyll and Hyde
Trying to hide my sad side, hoping to ignore the problems. I really tried
How can you continue if I talk to you with tears in my eyes
How I tell you that what you do is something I despise
Time and time again we tell you but you don't stop, what a surprise
Because of this I feel an aversion towards you
I cannot see you separate anymore from the thing you do
But at the same time I feel love towards the person that you also are
That side is amazing, I wish you could always be her
I accept you probably won't ever give up on the liquid that makes you forget
What happens in life, everything that makes you feel upset
I wish you realized the sadness that you cause
I just hope that you one day return to being the person you once was