Emotion and thougts

i want to cry,
i want to scream.
i wish it was all over
i wish it was all gone

but it is still here
but im still here
my thoughts,
never gone

never forgotten,
never new
there still here
still in my head

screaming and saying
all what is must
all what is better
all what is the norm

i want to cure
i really do
but what is cure
what is it to be cured

my emotions are greater
my emotions are overruling me
i cant let that happen
but when it does

i'm not here anymore...