broken down

in all my years at school i have never cried, or laughed so much
as in my time with my best friends.
they have given me many great memories.
but in the last couple of weeks it feels as if they have been attacking me.
like they are trying to break me down.
they don't make me laugh anymore.
they make me cry.
yeah i still have others but when i fully go for someone i cant let go.
so ill stay with them.
intill i am broken down.